I always find out info about things I don’t want to know about like one of my old boyfriends is getting married. It’s not that I still have feelings for him it’s just the fact that he’s moving forward, changing, and doing new things. In a way I envy him because that’s amazing. Everyone around me is doing different things. It feels like time has stopped for me and I’m stuck in the same place. Change whether its good or bad it has to happen because if it doesn’t life would be so boring. I have a love hate relationship with change because I have a hard time adjusting to it. I think this has a lot to do with not being able to develop relationships with people. The timing was always off. Timing really is everything. If the timing isn’t right or precise than that’s it. Life is totally weird. Facebook is weird.. Serious thoughts of the night.